Submitted by Christine R.
My story isn't yet finished but I'll try my best. My name is
Selena and I have epilepsy.theres a couple of more things wrong with me
but that's the main one. This isn't something that anyone should have
and I hate it. I don't get a walk or a marathon like the other
handicapped kids. There's a foundation but that's about it. No one
really knows I have it so kids at school make fun of anyone who shakes
or slobbers. "Omg look they're having an epileptic seizure!" The class
will laugh. My mother, she's psychotic. Very ill. She tried to murder my
sister and I. Threatened me many times. It hurts to know your mother
isn't like the ones in the movies who are your super heroes. Mine is my
enemy and my nightmare. I can't run because I have nowhere to go. She
hates that I have epilepsy. She told me "I wish you died. I'm tired of
paying for your hospital bills." I know she might've been happy if I did
but I also know a lot of other people wouldn't be. One day I'll be free
from her I know it. But until then I will remain strong and always
remember to love myself.i love that I love to read and paint. That I
love going outside and taking pictures of the world around me and I love
animals. I love these little things about myself. It's important to
love yourself. Because it's one of the things that stops you from ending
yourself. Imagine this, you're having a really bad day and you're just
done with everything. You're getting that rope ready or you have those
pills next to you. Your last thoughts just like everyone's, is about
people you've effected positively. Things you done with them and the
memories that are a product of love. Now think about the amazing things
you've done the smiles and tears of joy you caused. Whatever you did to
get them, is a reason to love yourself. Anything you love, including
yourself has to be taken care of and always doing better. Now put those
pulls away for when you have a cold and save that rope for when a thief
breaks in and you need to trap him. Always remember, Loving yourself is
part of balance and happiness. "balance my darling is not letting anyone
else love you less than you love yourself." - eat pray love
sumber : http://www.values.com/your-inspirational-stories/2606-love-yourself
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